Otro año que se va.

Another year is gone.
It seems so unbelievable that it has gone so quick.
It's true that many things happened,
some good some not so good,
but there's one thing
which can beat every negative fact,
and I'll try to remember it.

Furthermore, I want to thank
the ones who were there when they
were needed,
in spite of the circunstances,
and my new shining star.

Hope next year will be also special.

Gracias.

Porque pasada la tormenta solo quedan unas nubes residuales.

Porque aquel torbellino de malestar, tristeza, desamparo y desasosiego
parece que va poco a poco llegando a su fin.
Sólo queda ya el sprint final.

Por vuestras risas, sorpresas y caras alegres.

Porque os agradezco en el alma vuestra reacción,

aunque probablemente pensaréis cosas que no me habéis dicho.

Y porque lo siento, siento en el alma haberme llevado conmigo
todo esto durante tanto tiempo.

Un beso enorme, de esos que dejan marca tras tanto tiempo sin recibirlos.

Os quiero.

Gracias.

>>El de la locura y el de la cordura son dos países limítrofes, de fronteras tan imperceptibles, que nunca puedes saber con seguridad si te encuentras en el territorio de la una o en el territorio de la otra.
Anónimo.

Dream.

>> La posibilidad de realizar un sueño es lo que hace que la vida sea interesante.

Paulo Coelho.



>> The possibility of fulfilling a dream is what makes life interesting.

Just can't happen.

Simplemente eso : No puede ser.

Increíble.

Pero,últimamente,las cosas que

uno cree imposibles de suceder,

suceden,

y más a menudo de lo que a uno le gustaría.

Y una detrás de otra.

Y simplemente te preguntas por qué.

por qué a ti.

Es cierto que en esta vida el azar juega

un papel importante, que la suerte

puede ponerse de tu lado,

o darte la espalda, pero...

¿Qué hacer cuando te da la espalda?

Aguantarte, apechugar

e intentar seguir adelante con

las consecuencias que eso conlleva.

Intentar pensar que no por eso se te va a caer el mundo,

aunque en ese momento le sientes más cerca que nunca.

Apoyarte en los tuyos,

pero sólo cuando te ofrecen la mano.

Esperando a que pase la tormenta...

ojalá salga mañana ya por fin un rayito de sol... >>

Meros desvaríos de una loca.

Waiting.

'' Right there waiting for you,

Waiting for that that must be reached

to be finally reached.

Wishing to success,

to come to an end,

Longing that time goes quick,

to be in front of the dream

after so long time.

Wishing that today

had been a better day. ''


>>Because when you wish upon a star, your dreams doesn't always come true.

No siempre nos escuchan.

>> Porque pedimos un

deseo cuando

vemos pasar

una estrella fugaz,

pero no siempre

las estrellas

nos escuchan. >>

Two leaves.

Y todavía persiste la nieve. Permanece el hielo y permanecerá hasta que aparezca el rayo de sol.
Entonces todo volverá a la normalidad.
La paz, tranquilidad y sosiego se harán presentes.
Pero...¿cuánto durará hasta la próxima helada?

Fighting .

Fighting. Fighting to go out of the frost, the coldness, of the kingdom of ice.

Once again.

As if it was not enough having done it another time before.

As if it hadn't been hard to do it then.

All the effort, in vain.

All the hard work, for nothing.

All in all, useless.

Searching the way out, the right way,

because I promise that next time,

I'll reach my aim.

At least, one of them.

Promised.

Entre una más.

Olvidada.


Olvidada entre una más.


Como esa hoja entre otras mil,


como esa gota entre un millón,


como esa lágrima entre tantas.


Porque no lo entiendo.


Porque quizás no pude entender.



Y porque lo siento,

lo siento en el alma

y no puedo hacer nada,

porque no sé por dónde empezar.

Ni por dónde seguir.

Porque ya no puedo más.

Demasiado y merecido...

Porque yo me lo he buscado, yo lo he elegido.

Sin embargo nunca pensé llegar a esto.
Nunca.

Te echo de menos. Y mucho.


Aunque quizás no te importe.

Ice.

Porque nada sigue igual.

Porque todo es diferente.


Tú.
Yo.

La situación no es muy sostenible,
pero yo no me rindo,
yo no ceso en mi empeño
a la hora de conseguir algo
que verdaderamente quiero,
por difícil que sea.
Por muchas adversidades que haya en el camino.
Aunque me caiga mil veces,
Aunque duela,
ya me levantaré otras mil, pero no pararé,
no retrocederé,
porque me importas,
porque me importas más de lo que crees.
Más de lo que yo te dejo saber.
Sólo quiero que vuelva esa sonrisa.


Yo no quiero verte así.

Broken.

>> I want you to know
that I love the way you laugh

I miss you too much,
I wanna hold you high and
steal my pain away...

I keep your photograph

And I know it serves me well

i wanna hold you high

and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when i am lonesome

and i dont feel right when you go away...

You've gone away and you dont want to talk ... anymore

I hope the worst will be over soon and we can breathe again

I wanna hold you high. Theres so much left to learn and no one left to fight..
Isn't it?

Cause I'm broken and I dont feel like I am strong enough...

'Broken'. Evanecence.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YYee_uFmZoQ

Mistakes

It's true than nobody's perfect.

It's true that we, humans, make mistakes.

It's true that if we didn't make mistakes, we would be just machines.

We do things wrong and we feel sad when we are not able to be what we wanted.

We have goals we want to reach, dreams we want to fulfill. And we work hard in them. Moreover, it takes us long time and much effort until we get them.

Nevertheless, we don't always have success at the first time. Sometimes it's not so easy. In spite of all our hard work, our attemp can fail.

In consequence, we feel destroyed, miserable, hopeless, the stupidest person in the world.

So angry with ourselves that we want to cry and never stop, hit something to release, to let out all we feel inside.

At the same time, we may want to hide from everybody, not to talk with anybody, not even dare to open our mouth.

We don't like to show our weakness.

Sometimes, or often, we loose the battle between ourselves and our desire to cry. And, usually, we can't fight the tears, and we see, completetly frustrated, how they fall down our cheeks.

We look to another direction, to hide our face, in order not to let anybody see how weak we can be.

We are too shy to let them now it.

On the other hand, it can be a good thing to let all we feel inside go out, allow all that sadness, that sorrow to leave us. Because sometimes, all you have to do is cry.

>>Thinking we will have more opportunities in our life to fulfill our dreams and our goals. Wishing it comes soon to show ourselves we can do it, that we are strong enough to face adversity and win the battle. Trying to make that smile back to our face.

That's what is the positive choice.

But there are times when we have to choose between what it's right and what it's easy. And sometimes it 's not that simple.

Midnight sun

>> The sun is still shining.

There are times when you think you won't ever see it anymore.

When you are in the darkness and it seems to be no escape, no way out.

The sun, if it still exists, is hidden. Very well hidden.

There's just blackness, everything is just a shadow,

non- defined figures.

You feel hopeless, you can't find your place in this world, because there's no light, no bright that can show you the right way to follow.

And then he came.

All the darkness was gone.

All the lightness arrived.

You can see the way, you feel complete,

a new person. All around you is happiness, joy.

And everything because the sun has come again and seems to never go away.

The light has come back to you. >>

Pieces of Autumn

>> Lying in the floor,

missing the time we were up,
together,

enjoying the time.

But nothing can last forever,

so we finally were separated

going in a different way,

a different direction,

pushed by the wind,

following its will

without saying a word.

Because there's nothing we can do,

nothing we can say against it.

We just can accept it, stand the destiny

but never, we will never stop fighting,

fighting for our dreams of freedom,

our dreams about being together,
high, very high,
and remaning there forever. >>

Felicidad. Happiness

>> No todos los días te dice un paciente cosas bonitas, cosas que te hacen enrojecer,

cosas que te hacen pensar que lo que estás haciendo merece la pena, por duro que sea.

No hay nada más gratificante que el agradecimiento sincero por la labor que estás realizando con tanto esmero y dedicación.

Nada.

...in the sky

>> There are still many clouds in my sky, but there's just an small diference:

They are so beautiful.

Maldita Nerea

Por unos momentos fui la persona más feliz del mundo.

Simplemente fue increíble.

Amaziiiing! :D

The little things

Because the little things are important.

Because they don't have to be big to be great.

The small details make it real more and more.

Little by little. One after another.

The little things build something bigger.

Like ants which take bits of bread.

Like birds build their nests with small branches of trees.

It seems so simple, but never it is.

It needs work, dedication and

much, much patience.

Am I wrong?

Always waiting,

Some time, some days,

a lot of moments.

Too much.

But sometimes the situation

makes it impossible.

It may rain, snow or thunder,

and, at your side;

sunny and nice.

But it doesnt matter;

you don't mind waiting

for something you want,

something you want to do.

Right there waiting...

for the perfect time,

when the sun smiles at you

and tells you the time has arrived.
You don't have to wait anymore.

She's there.

Thank you.

Luz y oscuridad

>> Luz y oscuridad.

Día y noche.

Claridad y tinieblas.

Sol y Luna.

Tan diferentes y,

al mismo tiempo,

tan semejantes.

Porque no hay lo uno sin lo otro.

Porque si uno no existe, el otro nunca llegará a existir.

No hay dia sin noche.

No hay luz sin oscuridad.

No puede haber tinieblas si en algún sitio hubo claridad.

>>Son opuestos, pero coexisten. Igual que pueden sentirse al mismo tiempo felicidad y tristeza.

>> Sometimes all you want

to do is cry...

If I could stop the time...

>> Maybe it's true what it is said about time.

When you're having fun and enjoying the moment, time goes quick, quicker than if you are bored or with nothing nice to do.

I could check it, and it's real. All your worries go away, as if they have never existed, and a big smile appears in your face.

Sometimes you fight to make it not so evident, to make it disappear, but you always fail. Sometimes it's not so easy to hide your happiness, even though you know that it would go away in a while. But, by the moment , your time destroyer is there, making your time fly away .

And, you can do nothing, you can't fight time. You just can feel frustrated.

So all you have to do is sit and enjoy the moment.

Carpe Diem.

Teardrops on the leaves

Siluetas en el cielo

>>Shadows in the sky ; they seem so dark in the so light blue sky... but, even though, they keep her perfect beauty.

They are just leaves, but sometimes you dont need to be important to be special.

At least, special for somebody.

Looking at the sky

Gracias

>> Hay veces en las que me gustaría dejarme llevar por las olas...
dejarme mecer por ellas,
y que me permitieran acompañarlas
donde quiera que fuesen.
Surcar los mares, conocer mundo.
Dejarme deslumbrar
por las maravillas de la naturaleza,
y disfrutar del momento.
Pero entonces me faltaría algo.
Y ese algo no lo podría conseguir
por mucho que viajase,
por muchos lugares que visitara.
Y por eso, sólo por eso,

estaría dispuesta a dejarlo todo atrás.

Por ir a buscar algo,

sin lo que mi vida ya no tendría sentido.
Sin lo que todo lo que pudiera poseer,

pudiera tener algún significado
que fuera mayor del que ese 'algo' tiene para mí.
Solamente puedo ya decir:
Gracias.

All together...

>> All together,

not separated.

And the moon at the back,

watching.

If I had a wish...

>> If you had a wish, what will you desire?

Just me.

That leave.

>> Sometimes I wish I could be that leave, lying on the earth, swimming in the water and with no worries on mind.

Just you and me.

Reaching the burning sky.

<< A pesar de que sabía que me podía quemar,
seguí jugando con fuego... >>

Such places...What memories...

Specially this one.

Walking on the sand...

Holding hands...

Lonely
... and another little lake,

not so special, though.

Pictures of trains

Este verano, en la estación de trenes de Santander, me encontré con una exposición fotográfica sobre los trenes y todo lo relacionado con ellos.
Me encantó. Había unas instantáneas preciosas, con diferentes ( y sorprendentes) efectos ópticos. Había habido un concurso y se había expuesto las mejores, o las que habían considerado más bonitas.
Es una pena que aquí su calidad no sea muy buena, pues las tuve que hacer rápido. Una pena. Pero,a pesar de todo, mejor esto que nada.
Espero que te gusten. ;)